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I will not be babysitting.

I attempted to find babysitting jobs and it was just so much hassle. They wanted me to be 18 and have my own car, and the best website I saw wanted me to pay to use it, like what the world??? I concluded that finding babysitting jobs online was ridiculous. Maybe I'll look for tutoring jobs. For babysitting, I'm going to attempt to find work by word of mouth. After looking at babysitting jobs, I got on Indeed and found two jobs I'd be willing to do: a temp job at Clayton State Barnes and Nobles, and another temp job, at Leslie's which is a pool care store. I did the Barnes and Nobles application all the way through but did not press submit because as we know, commitment sickens me. My stomach literally lurched every time I got closer to the final submit button. I didn't start the Leslie's application yet. I'm going to talk about it with my dad. I really need to get out of the house. Ugh, I hate summer. I hope my senior photo looks good. I don't think I'm going to get makeup. I just want to get my hair done and put on some mascara. Same for my graduation. I think the only event that I would wear makeup for senior year would be prom. I don't even want to think about that, though. I'm stressed out thinking about it and it's nearly a full year away. Sigh. At least my dad is home now, so I can go to the grocery store and get snacks to drown my sorrows in. I need some sugar.

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  1. I like reading your thoughts. Its very refreshing your approach to life. I am anxious myself a lot and have to do many exercises to just be in the moment and the crazy thing is that it’s over simple easy things. Go figure. Can’t wait to read the next post.

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    1. Can’t wait to read your next comment! 😁 - Enam

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  2. Your blogs are funny and genuine. I also worry about what I’m going to do this summer. Trying to plan with friends and finding a job.

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